I AM SO SORRRRRRRRRRRRRY!!!!!!

I just did the most stupid mistake of my life that I couldn't think of any other reason to forgive myself and I hate my stupid clumsiness and forgetfulness and HOW CAN I BE SOOOOOO STUPID. I feel so sorry until I wanna kill myself now! Urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. I don't wanna talk now. Bye.

somebody shoot me.